So..

A lot of things have happened in the past few weeks. This time I REALLY don't know how to tell you about them. I feel like I should try because one of the reasons I keeps a blog is so that people can learn from what I do and say -at least a very little little bit...

All I can say is that I was miserable.

Now I have a chance to be happy.

I feel that this decision was right, the time was right.
There is really no convincing me otherwise.

this is me climbing the wall
there may not be anything on the other side
no one to catch me if i fall and..

i'm okay with that