I wasn't going to post anymore because I thought that anything I would try to say would just be exponentially stupider than the last. I think I'm out to totally embarrass myself trying to explain really personal feelings in my blogthought words.
But I look back on previous posts, and I suppose I could only do better.
There are a lot of things I just wish I would have said plainly.
Its all vane ramblings.
Trying to explain in the most honest words what its like to be me, what it is to think like me.
It's useless because you can't really know anyone, and useless because I'm just a person, and as a person you already know what its like to feel like a person.
Yeah that's one of the reasons I have a blog, to show everyone who I am 'cause I'm just so damn wonderful.
Ooooh wanna know the second reason? Its 'coz I want to entertain myself. You know, The person who learns to laugh at themselves has a lifelong source of entertainment. OMG I'm fuckin HI-LARIOUS.
The third reason would be to entertain others, and I think It's worked pretty well, if by "entertaining others" I mean making them go blind by reading absurd blocks of text that don't really say anything.
The fourth reason that I hang out with Mr. Bloggy, is that I can communicate through him. This works pretty well too especially when I spit poison but mean to say I love you.
When I say "POISON" you say "TREE".
But I can't blame it on the blog, there is something so inherently fucked up about my thinking, and when mixed with trying to talk to individuals but worrying of others will take it wrong things get so messed up. I'm so form over function that it is just wrong.