When you see someone worse off than you
you feel a little relieved.
When you see someone happier than you
you quickly become impatient.

But sometimes you
realize just how pitiful you are
and you crash into reality.

What should I think?
What should I say?
You're probably the
first person who has
tried to understand me.

It must be impossible to live
without hurting anyone... -Ayumi 'End of the World'

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When I came home I heard the greatest thing ever. Bob got his radio workin and he can get a station from some big city (i dun remember which one it is). There is a radio show called the Opie and Anthony show and they had a Stoners Spelling Bee. They had real stoners call into the show. They had like 5 Stoned people try and spell words. It was the funniest shit I ever heard in my whole life. They had this one guy named Larry who was a Vietnam Vet and he smoked his hash pipe (or so he said) through the whole show. He kept on talking 'bout the shit he smoked in Nam and he kept on arguing with all the other contestants cause they were dumbasses. Then he talked about his guns, his sawed off shot gun in particular, and started this whole thing with people calling in and shooting their own guns off. There were people with handguns and big ol' shotguns and rapid fire guns. It was sweet. I'm gonna listen to it tommorow if I can.

Wow camping during the weekend is always packed with fun and excitement. The majority of my time was spent sitting in the shade applying sunscreen. I got burnt to hell anyway... all over my chubby belly and my face and my chest. I wore a two piece bathing suit for the first time in my life and let me tell you it was really an experience. I swam the width of a big ass lake and found out halfway through that there was a gaping hole right in the ass of the swimsuit. I'm told that the previous owner made the whole by rubbing her arse on some jagged rocks in the middle of some obscure state park--what and interesting way to get off. Anyway, the hole was sown and had spit open again in the middle of the lake (gee thanks alot for passing off defective bathing ware, I love you too.j/k)
So when our little swimming clique got back to land, to get bitched at for almost drowning each other, I had to hold the ass of the bathing suit to keep my white-as-new-fallen-snow butt from peeking out.
Other recreation activitied we participated in was, stealing U.S. property, kayaking, swimming, and throwing mass amounts of toilet paper into the drop toilets. In the afternoon I sat in the shade and watched boats glide along the glassy waters.In the evening I watched the sunset in the name of my good pal and man-muse, Joey Vroucolaes. At night I watched the fireflies flickering about. I dun ever think I've seen so many in my life. They glimmered like sparkles on a black evening gown (isn't that lovely!). In the wee hours of the morning I had to make some wee wee in the drop toilets, and while walking towerds the toilets, I saw the sun come up in the hazy sky as a glimmering ball of light red -- pretty ne? It was pretty out there.... yep.....
-----note: I've higlighted the most important phrases for people who are too lazy to read that huge ass rant, it's like "blah blah blah blah blah blah" DOES SHE EVER SHUT THE @#$*&!# up!!!!!

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My insulting name is Fannyears Jambrain!
What's yours?

eh.. bloody hell... what am I supposed to do. I'm not trying to sever my friendships and cast peoples of into a firey pit of oblivion. I'm not trying to fade away myself, or trying to push anyone away. Lemme give you a hint if you need it its a 7 digit number that you can use to reach me, or if you don't know where the heck I am you can always use my e-mail address to contact me. You can also run up to my house, yeah I know I don't have much personality in person but I'll always try to be hospitable. I'll do a backflip for ya if it would make ya happy, I'll even bake a huge batch of cookies. Hell I'll do both if someone would visit me once in a while.
...And yeah, I know I could try harder being a good friend too. I've been busy with family for the past week. I'm turning over a new leaf tomorrow. Cause I'm free all day (except for swimteam which is no big thing) and I would love to go visit my friends or have someone visit me. Gee.. that would be real swell...

.....an answer to a question posed to nobody and everybody in perticular.. a song that would perhaps be on a certain soundtrack
And so utterly and completly CUTE!!!!!!!!

Dude! there was this really coool little kid who told me he had an X-Box 3 that he bought at Wal-Mart for $75.
He could play CDs and DVDs and MP3s and PVCs and LSDs on it and he could hook it up to the internet and he could play videotapes on it. Wow I wish I had a X-Box 3!!!!!!!! *stifles a demented cackle*.....
....... I really like the Bold button ^.^

I just got back from the old bilogical cesspool that is my family reunion. I havn't talked to anyone my own age for days and I swear it almost killed me. I really gotta get off my ass and socailize, I think perhaps the conversation depravation was good for me though. I think I can probably talk to people easier now. Either that or I'm really hyper. The only things I ate all weekend were either cake or cookies. I'm gonna be a real lard ass if i dun get out to the pool and start swimming.





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wow... my blog is becoming and bottomless dump of quiz results... but I just can't help myself somtimes.

A lovely day today was, I had nothing to eat all day and I worked my ass off cleaning this godforsaken hell house for hours upon hours.
I went to swimteam practice and swam free, back, breast and doggie style. I talked to my ol' pal Shadow, bless his heart, he is being a good little porn star as always. Thats pretty much it.

"if you're a girl and your bra is too tight, you're uncomfortable.
if you're a boy and your bra is too tight, i'm uncomfortable."

10

I act like I'm 10.
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this explains a lot.......

yeah I know the last poem didn't make sense. But I'm tired of making sense of things cause its quite impossible for me.
I didn't change the shirt that I was wearing last night when I had grass inflicted upon me. It surprises me that I didn't wake up with a half pound of grass boobage clinging to my anti chest, But I most certainly have some grasping desperatly at the thin and tangled rats nest that is my hair. I am convinced of my utter and complete patheticness. I hope It will pass soon. I can't think of anything perky and interesting to write so I'll write somthing later. SAYONARA BITCHESSSSSSS!!!!! bacon

Garbage Poem
My house reeks like garbage. I reek of chlorine and I'm sitting on my ass drawing anime.
It seriously gives me such a sentimental feeling and I don't know why.
It reminds me of the past three or fours years that were just kind of miserable.
Those were the years I doubted myself the most, and I fell in love too often.
oi.. but I'm getting melodramatic...
Still.. I wish I had those days back. There're all faded and I don't remember anything.
I wanna live those days over, and not have to depend on anybody. -Naya

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You are Faye Valentine
Beautiful, smart, deadly, and a bit crazy. You were frozen for awhile, dig gambling, think men are babies and owe a lot of money to a lot of people.
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well I do think Men are babies and I do dig gambling and I do owe tons of money to ppls.... thats it though...

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yesterday was fruitful... I went to da mall in Elmira with Xa and Ali, and we walked around aimlessly looking for clothes to buy. I only bought a CD. I really hated the clothes. On the way to the mall we sang all of the songs that were played on the radio, It must have been really annoying to the ppl in the front seat but It was fun. When we went to tops and bottoms the second time, a dude that worked at the store walked in on a lady who was trying somthing on. She was all like "Oooh, boy, I'm so sorry you had ta see my big black ass!. Boy I'm sure you neva want to see somthin like that again!" truth. I'm not sure if Xa saw it. She misses some really interesting things when she is shoppin. Like the guy with the hair.... lol
I think I'm gonna edit the rest of the stuff I have to say... i don't think certain people would would be interested in details...

I had a lot of fun today. I'll write about it tomorrow though....I'm really depressed so I'm gonna go write some depressing poetry and listen to my new CD.