Wednesday, October 30, 2002

Whats different about me? Why are you worrying about me?
I knew that I wasn't exactly whirling about like my usual self.. but when you asked about me I got kinda scared.
Do you think there is really somthing wrong with me? If its about my poems I don't mean anything I say about dying or cuting myself up. I think thats all really awful. I just was curious about it all and just spit out things I've heard people say. I thought It might make them think about what they are saying and how it scares me. I guess I've been going about it all wrong...
Anyway, with the way people were asking about me. I wondered if there is somthing wrong. I wrote about all the stuff that bothered me last night, and it did make me feel better. I filled about 4 or 5 pages.

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