I'm sorry, but its more like I'm humiliated. I can never help but feel unworthy to stand in anyone's presence, anyone. I even feel that way around you. I try always to be a better person, but I fail so miserably, I'm just so ignorant, on how to make things better for myself, for you. I don't understand how you feel, I don't. I always try to say the right things. I feel guilty sometimes because I fail so often. I just don't know whats going on.